Just Breathe

I keep reminding myself to do just that. There are million and one things running through my head at any given time of the day, and it's driving me crazy!

Have our recipes been approved?

How about funds? How much from each student?

Who's going to do the marketing?

Who's house?

Omg! We need a car!

Schedule! I need to make a schedule.

Who's bringing what?

They want to change the recipes?! Ano ba?! Kayo nalang kaya maghanap! They complain about what you present to them, pero wala namang effort on their part.

What if nobody buys any of our food? and by the end of the day we get stuck with all that chicken? Ahhhh! i don't want to think about it!

What else do we need? Think! Goddamit! Think like your life depended on it.

Why are there people who will try and oppose everything you try to do? Bakit laging may pasaway?!

Why are there people who tell you what to do, even though you're already doing it? Do they think na hindi mo naisip yun?

Bakit ang mga tao, ang daming reklamo?

This is a great opportunity! A learning experience. Make the most out of it. Why waste your time and energy complaining?

I'll be glad when this is over, but at the same time i'll miss the chaos that came with it.

Which is really weird...

Add to the million things my insecurities...

Am i doing enough? too much? too little?

Kulang ba ako sa force? masyadong lax?

What am i doing wrong? Am i doing anything right?

Am i even really a leader? Would the class have been better off with someone else in my place? do i even have any leadership skills?!

What do they think?- this one is complicated. sometimes you're just better off not knowing. but i want to know! i need feed back!

I'm forgetting something....I know it. I just know it.....what?

Breathe in....breathe out....in...out.....